Even if not all of these qualities apply to you just at this moment in time, you may well resonate with a great many of them having experienced them at some point in your life....
You are a person in touch with the divine feminine, awakening to a more spiritual existence, who is sensitive and creative. You however struggle to overcome the effects of bullying within your life, it has left a lasting impression upon you.
You allow yourself to be ruled by others, either parents, partners or society. You have a feeling of isolation and loneliness, that you don't really fit in within the community that exists all around you. You don't feel able to trust anyone or speak your truth. You have fairly low self esteem and you have very little of your own power or energy left due to being continually criticised, controlled and undermined since birth.
You feel trapped and disillusioned with the life that you encounter, that nobody really understands you. You have difficulty knowing yourself and thus have little chance of showing up authentically anywhere, anytime. You are desperate, with seemingly nowhere to turn and feel totally lost within your personal and professional life.
You don't know where you are headed as a consequence. You have been conditioned to such an extent that you find it hard to make choices for yourself, as none really match who you really are deep down or the dream that you know exists for yourself at your very core, thus you tend to drift along and let other people make decisions for you. You have difficulty in manifesting what you truly want in your life.
You have passed the point of mid-life and the clock is ticking. You feel as if you haven’t really achieved anything as yet. You are frustrated at your lack of progress and feel aggrieved that you haven't had the rewarding job, beautiful partner, loving family or celebratory tribe that you once wished for. You are envious of others that seemingly do have these things and you project heavily upon them as a result.
You don't really know what your life purpose is, what the real reason is for you being here at this moment in time or what your true gifts are that you have to offer others and the world at large. You may well have been successful to a degree, but you are exasperated with life and you often wonder what is the point to it all. You are ashamed to look at yourself in the mirror and call yourself a man or woman because you feel that you don't really match the masculine or feminine archetype that mainstream culture applauds and lauds. This leads to copious amounts of despair, depression and anxiety within you.
You perhaps haven't had any real success with relationships, not with people that you have wanted to be with in any case, maybe you haven't established your true sexuality as yet or fully embodied the masculine aspect of yourself.
You seek escapism, freedom, in the shape of your spirituality or nature based activities; surfing, sailing, wild swimming or just plain walking in the great outdoors, anything to avoid the feeling of having to return to work and get 'lost in corporation’, for yet another week of the daily grind.
You long for a life that sits outside of the mainstream that you experience every day, that is more aligned with who you really are, where you are able to be amongst other like-minded, kindred spirits, discovering a soul family, brotherhood or sisterhood to belong to. You are looking for alternatives in your life and you wish for more authentic connections.
You are happiest out in nature and have a strong connection to the plants, animals and the wider Universe. You may have a strong desire to create a better community and Earth for us all.
You are at a point of awakening, enough is enough, your true nature is giving you The Call To Adventure, imploring you to discover 'The Essence Of Who You Are'. It is the butterfly within wishing to escape beyond the caterpillar life that you have experienced every day of your existence thus far.
More than anything you feel as if you just need somebody to say 'YES' to you, so you feel accepted and that you don't feel so separated within our community. For someone to acknowledge who you are, what your true value is and what you are here to do on this planet at this time.
This is where I come in and extend my hand of friendship to you, offering you support from all of my Allies Of Nature so that you can start to understand your relationship to yourself, others and spirit in order to establish a new sense of self, what your life purpose, vision and set of values really are, so you can begin to come home to yourself and get a real sense of belonging, knowing where you fit within the world, taking your rightful place upon the circle of life. You can then start to claim your true power. This in turn leads to more fulfilling relationships, work and life in general.
Shall we get started on your transformation today and answer The Call To Adventure that comes from deep within you? It will be great to be able to connect with you and begin to assist you in transforming into your butterfly self.