ARE YOU A WANDERING CATERPILLAR OR AN EMERGENT BUTTERFLY?
If you are to be a client of mine, then deep down you know that there is something inherently wrong with the world around you and your place within it as you feel as if you don't fit in with it at all and this leaves you feeling fear, loneliness, depression and anxiety, indeed it may have even led you at times to experience some passive suicidal ideations.
You feel very isolated and alone within your existence and perhaps recognise yourself as the black sheep of the family. You aren't able to truly trust people or be able to speak your truth. You may have fairly low self esteem and very little power or energy left due to being continually criticised, controlled and undermined since birth.
You may feel trapped and disillusioned with life that nobody really understands you. You have difficulty knowing your true self and thus have little chance of showing up authentically in your life. You seek connection, but seemingly have nowhere to turn, you may feel lost within your personal and professional life and this makes you incredibly sad.
You don't truly know where you are headed. You have been conditioned to such an extent that you find it hard to make choices for yourself, as none really match who you really are or the dream that you have for your life that you know exists at your very core, thus you tend to drift along and let other people make decisions for you. You have difficulty bringing into reality what you truly want for yourself in your life.
You have reached the point of mid-life and the clock is ticking. You feel as if you haven’t really achieved anything as yet. You are frustrated at your lack of progress and feel aggrieved that you haven't had the rewarding job, beautiful partner, loving family or celebratory tribe that you wish for. You are envious of others that seemingly do have these things and you project heavily upon them as a result. Either that or you do have all these things and yet still feel unfulfilled and empty inside because this is not a true reflection of who you really are, you are not aligned to your ultimate truth, there is no joy.
This is because you don't really know what your life purpose is, what the real reason is for you being here at this moment in time or what your true gifts are that you have to offer the world.
You may well have been successful to a degree, but you are exasperated with life and you often wonder what is the point to it all. You are ashamed to look at yourself in the mirror and call yourself a man or woman because you don't really match the masculine or feminine archetype that mainstream culture applauds and lauds.
You perhaps haven't had any real success with relationships as yet, not with people that you have wanted to be with in any case, maybe you haven't established your true sexuality or fully embodied your own masculinity or femininity.
You long to escape, to find freedom, in the shape of your spirituality or nature based activities; surfing, sailing, wild swimming or just plain walking in the great outdoors, anything to avoid the feeling of having to return to work and get lost in corporation for yet another week of the daily grind. Feeling trapped makes you wonder about even escaping for good.
You long for a life that sits outside of the mainstream that you experience every day, that is more aligned with who you are, where you are able to be amongst other like-spirited people, discovering a soul family, brotherhood or sisterhood to belong to. You are looking for alternatives in your life and you wish for more authentic relationships.
You are happiest out in nature and have a strong connection to the plants, animals and the wider Universe. You may have a deep desire to create a better community and Earth for us all.
You are at a point of awakening, enough is enough, your true nature is imploring you to rediscover 'The Essence Of Who You Are' and embrace the joy that exists deep within you. It is the butterfly within wishing to evolve beyond the caterpillar life that you experience every day of your existence.
More than anything you feel as if you just need somebody else to say 'YES' to you, so you can feel accepted and that you don't feel so separated within our community. For someone to acknowledge who you are, what your true value is and what you are here to do on this planet at this time in order to bring back happiness to your being.
This is where I come in and extend my hand of friendship in your direction, offering you support from all of my Allies Of Nature so that you can start to understand your true relationship to self, others and spirit in order to establish a new sense of your being, what your life purpose, vision and set of values are, so you can begin to come home to yourself and gain a greater sense of belonging, knowing where you fit in within the world, taking your rightful place within the circle, so you can claim your true sovereignty, which leads to more fun and fulfilled relationships, careers and life in general.
Are you ready to follow The Butterfly Journey that comes from deep within? If so let our quest for fulfilment begin.